sorry for the huge lack of update. i really can't stand this house or the people in it anymore. i really believe there putting a hole in my life that shouldn't be there. i'd be a much better person if i didn't live with my own family. but here's an update thanks to being grounded lol.

[1]

this life is beating me down everyday.
but i take a step forward and push past the pain.
i look towards the horizon as i rub my battered body and bruised bones.
i wait for the break of a new day.
Well, of course it hurts terribly..
but i rather get beat down and pick myself up than never enjoy the fall.
i'd rather hurt than not feel at all.

[2]

Forever is such a thin line,
Between whiskey and wine.

[3]

it's not how far you fall, but how high you bounce back.

[4]

he's just a boy who doesn't know what's
in front of him, and she's just a girl who
never learned how to let go.

[5]

i'm still in love with who i wish you were.

[6]

You take your time I take my time. Soon our time will be gone. It happens everyday. Someone walks away while someone's hanging on.

[7]

it's amazing to me how everyday
you save my life

[8]

don't take life too seriously
it's not like anyone gets out alive anyways

[9]

there's only so much a girl can take before she completely gives up

[10]

& i can't remember that last time the sunshine shined so bright.

[11]

surround yourself with people who are only going to lift you higher

[12]

behind every untrusting girl is a guy who made her that way

[13]

I need a reason to stay here.
I need a reason to wake up

[14]

there's a good reason why i'm
keeping my distance

[15]

You have no right to say a single word about
me. My choices. Or my past. Because you
weren’t there. And you wouldn't last.

[16]

I know your mother told you that
you're a God, but you are just a Boy.

[17]

You can't turn back the clock.
But you can wind it up again.

[18]

You never apologized to me and i dream about the day that you will.
And i will coldly turn down your sincerest words and act like you don't matter to me.
Even though I know I couldn't do that.

[19]

"If you can dream it, you can do it."

[20]

I’ve been all over the world, I’ve seen a million different places, but through the crowds and

all the faces, I’m still out there looking for you.

[21]

What I am to you is not what you mean to me. You give me miles and miles of mountains

and I’ll ask for the sea.
 
[22]
 
my heart is empty without you
sometimes i don't know what to do
and i need you tonight
i'll fall asleep and it's alright.
close my eyes and i'll be by your side.

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here's some quotes.

I dont know.
I dont want it to be like this.
I hate the way you've made me feel
And i'm sick of pretending that it doesn't hurt me.
Because...It really does.

My pictures.
They don't line your mirror.
Regardless,
I still wait for your call.

L is for lies that i willingly believed.
O is for the other girl that was chosen over me.
V is for the vicious way that you used "love" to break my heart.
E is for everything we could have been, had you not torn us apart.
This is what love means to me after what you've done.
So congratulations boy.
You've Won.

Can't you see it?
She loves you more than you could ever imagine.
It's in her eyes.
It's in her voice.
It's in her smile.
She's so different when you're around.
So much happier.
YOu're the one for her.
But you dont see that,
Do you?

Everytime she finds the slightest happiness.
She can't help but know deep down.
That it can't last.
So what's the point of finding it in the first place.

She fell down upon the ground yesterday.
She knows she can't handle this anymore.
The emotions are eating her apart.
Every single time she sees your face it tears her insides out.
She fell upon the ground yesterday.
And no one was there to help her up.

My heart was yours.
In ten weeks you shaped it.
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest.
And laid at your feet.

So pop that pill.
And put on another fake smile.
Just because the sun rises tomorrow.
Doesn't mean you'll make it through today.

Trust me.
I know how it feels to cry in the shower;
So no one can hear you.
To wait for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart.
For everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end.
I know exactly how it feels....
'Cause it's the story of my life.

She said to him
"Don't walk away....Forever is more than just today"

There hasn't been one day since you left.
Where i haven't faught the urge to put you back in my life.

Yeah I try to write it out, not sure what I recall.
I can’t tell if it’s memory or story telling now.It
happened very quickly but it seemed to last for hours,
& everything was crisp and clean till all came crashing down.

when i was afraid of everything, i was never afraid to love you

I don't need your pity and
I don't need your bullshit lies
And I don't' want your
opinion on the faults of my life
You can talk all you want
but I won't hear a word you

I've got a picture perfect memory under the covers
I'll say exactly what you want to hear, I’ll make you scream
There's not a drop of your innocence when you shiver
Don’t go love, stay all night, now you're mine

Many things in life will catch your eye, but few will catch your heart, Pursue those

when we seek to discover the best in others,
we somehow bring out the best in ourselves.

oh it's such a perfect day,
i'm glad i spent it with you.
oh such a perfect day,
you just keep me hanging on,
you just keep me hanging on.

our breath steamed up the window glass,
as we flew under the overpass.
we almost laughed harder than we kissed
you were always something i could never resist.

your love was a light bulb hanging over my bed.

i've got a dream for us running through my mind,
sitting on the beach, looking at the sea,
and we're old and tired and time has made us smile.

It's surprising how so many people forget that once you've hit rock bottom, the only way is up.

that night I was freezing.
the music was loud and my dress was black.
you said it made my hazel eyes stand out, but,
truthfully, it was you
that made me so beautiful.

they ignore each other & look the
other way ; but they both know
deep down inside, that it wasn`t
supposed to end this way

There`s that occasional night
where you just break down & cry,
cause you know that no matter what ;
things will never be the same.

She's got the eyes of innocence; the face of an angel. A personality of a dreamer and a smile that hides more pain than you could ever imagine.

I want someone to care so much, even though I say I don't. I push people away who start to love me bcause I know that if they stopped loving me, it would kill me.

I'm selfish, impatient, and insecure. I make mistakes. I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle. But, if you can't handle me at my worst, then you don't deserve me at my best

the only people you need in your life,
are the ones that need you in theirs.

always smile in the morning
it makes people wonder what you did last night

life is all about the doors you close,
the doors you leave open,
&all the people that come in and out of them.

sometimes, she didn't want sweet.
she wanted tough, or dangerous, or just plain bad.
she knew this was fucked up. she was trying not to want that anymore.
because she almost always got what she wanted.
except when it came to love.

It's 4am and she’s staring at the ceiling,
trembling at the thought of feeling on the edge
of everything she's ever known, trying hard not to fall once again.
But knowing that she's wedged between a rock
and a razor, not knowing which one she'd rather face.
Learned to smile when she’s broken inside,Learned to laugh when she’s tempEyeliner and mascara masks her heart.Skin tight jeans keep her from falling apart.She’s learned to live when she feels like dyingand getting over him is a She’s trying., .He makes everything wrong but she just can't say no.

You walked into the room and I kissed my heart goodbye.

She can't help but smile when he's around.

the way i feel in your arms
makes the whole world kinda disappear.
that's the feeling i've been looking for.

All I can picture is the color of your eyes
and the way you make me smile
I haven't felt this in awhile

it's only you, beautiful,
or i don't want anyone.
if i can choose, it's only you.

im not to sure about this anymore. im really thinking about quiting. you guys dont leave comments nor do you subscribe. so therefore thats not gonna make me want to update.

no comments + no subs = nothing for you guys.

i think im on the urge of quiting this.

biggg updateeee. sorry its been forever. so if i repeat quotes from a last post, i never deleted them when i posted them on here.

comments and subs would be greatt!

I swear to you on everything I am
And I dedicate to you all that I have
And I promise you that I will stand right by your side
Forever and always until the day I die

Love is crazy pretty baby take it real slow, my feelings show!

I'll open my heart and give it to you
Tell the whole world that I'm in love with you
whatever you want, baby I'll do
I know I don't want nobody else but you<3

yes, a heart can hallucinate.
if it's completley starved for love.
it can even make monsters
seem like angels sent from above.

No matter what anyone tells you.
There is someone out there who was made
To wake up next to you.
Every Morning.

well here we are in the back of your car,
our hands move to the beat of our hips.
no one has to know the truth about this, we were
"just out for a walk and a kiss or two."

please dont get me wrong
because i never let this go
but i can't find the words to tell you
i don't want to be alone
but now i feel like i don't know you

It's true.
It's in your eyes where I find peace

Ooh, I can't wait to get next to you
Oh, I just can't leave you alone
Boy, you stay inside my mind, theres no denying that .
This has got to be the realest thing that I have ever felt

Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed.

Trust is like a mirror, once it is broken the pieces can be glued back together but the image will never appear the same.

She adores him.
He likes someone else.
He's perfect.
She's not.
She would do anything for him to notice her.
He doesn't bother.
She'll cry every night.
He'll think about someone else.
People wold always ask her "Why Him?"
And he'll pretend he cares.
She thinks there is a chance.
He wants to be just friends.
She doesn't know what to do.
He tells her everything will be okay.
She begins to hurt herself.
He'll only ask "Why?"
She'll end up getting mad at him.
He doesn't run back to her.
She Gives Up.
He Misses Her.

It's The Way You Look At Her That Hurts The Most.

I've got scars on my wrists.
And bruises upon my knees.
You'er putting me through hell.
Time and time again.
So, I'm glad to say.
I'm Over You.
You've Only Become A Memory.

Sometimes you have to smile and walk away.
Hold in your tears and pretend you're okay.

She is the type of girl who wishes on stars.
Even though she knows nothing will happen.
She still wants some hope...
That her life will be better.
She wishes to be prettier.
A stronger person.
But most of all,
WIth tears running down her face...
She wishes for him.

I'm going to stop looking back and start moving on.
Learn how to face my fears.
Love with all my heart.
Make my mark.
I want to leave something here.
Go out on a ledge without any net.
Thats what i'm going to be about.
Yeah,
I'm going to be running when the sand runs out.
'Cause people do it everyday.
Promise themselves they're going to change.
I've been there.
But i'm changing from the inside out.
That was then...This is now.

Every single day i wake up different.
I feel like i'm fading with each step.
All everyone else sees are the smiles.
They say I'm doing much better.
But i know i'm doing much worse.

You were never a waste of time.
You were just the harsh realization that i could do much better.

It's going to take a lot more than simple adhesives to fix what you left completely Fucked.

Would i say we have a history?
Nah.
That implies that there was something worth remembering.
See, All it was,
Was a delusional girl and a boy who couldn't bring himself to give a damn.

And you ask me whi i haven't been talking to you.
Well, maybe it's because you slowly pushed me out of your life.
I'm Glad You're Finally Noticing.

i'll be the bright side of your bad nights
i'll be the bright side of your bad day
if you'll be mine

Hold on to me, never let me go .. a

i never dreamed that you'd be mine
but here we are, we're here tonight

he shines in a world of ugliness, he matters
when everything else is meaningless.

no, it wasn't at first sight.
but the moment I looked twice I saw the man
I was born to love. his laughter fills my soul,
and when I hold him, I don't want to let go.
when it comes to him, I can never get enough.

there were those moments that I felt that if I
let go of his hand, I would be letting go of him
and losing what we had forever.

Quit saying you love me
for once, just show it.

and in broken english she said,
"I lost everything to one boy who said he was mine...
said he'd hold me forever."

as she crouched on all fours
trying to cast out all that she lacked
into the white porcelain bowl,
he held back her hair and
he whispered into her ear,
"you're better than this..."

I thought I loved you,
it's just how you looked in the light.
A teenage vow in a parking lot.
Til tonight do us part.

I'm just another addict with a different kind of needle in my arm
Another bottle in my hand
Brings a thought to understand that we're all drunk
Walking the narrowest white lines ever drawn.
Going further than we've ever gone.

i started this year thinking that
i had to say goodbye to you, but i was wrong.
you're a huge part of my life
past, present, and future
and i have to start getting used to that.
you make my life better, not worse

You're in my heart, you've touched my
soul, your all i'll ever need.

it may have been in bits and and pieces,
but I gave you the best of me.

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i havent updated in forever, but other then that im just gonna post some graphics that i found, and there the ones i liked. and i'll be posting quotes soon.